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OD-ed but still alive. Scared as hell when I woke up really sleepy and hallucinating. I was too weak that I could barely stand up.My hands were trembling and I couldn’t understand a thing my mom was telling me. I read that you go into seizures when you OD, and i was waiting for that, thank heavens it didn’t happen. It felt like if I close my eyes and fall asleep, I’ll never wake up again. Which is exactly what I wanted. But I’m so lame that I’m quitting life and death at the same time.